Bad day yesterday, down in the dumps.

[Sarah_84 Admin]

I had another scan yesterday. The cysts are still there. I spoke with Dr. Li, she suggested waiting some more. She's overseas until the 28th of July so I've got another scan on the 29th July and hopefully they'll decide to shrink between now and then. She said that we'll probably only do 1 more IUI because the chances aren't that great with only one tube. She want's to move on to IVF and so do I but I just can't afford it at the moment. Yesterday was the day that I was supposed to go on maternity leave so I was already pretty depressed and then the scan just topped it off. I spent most of the day in tears. I know I'll get through this but I just feel so hopeless at the moment. I'm so greatful for my friends and family, they've all been such great support through all the ups and downs of this. xoxoxo

[Xanthe]

Oh Sarah honey I'm sorry. Sometimes you need to have those down days and let yourself have a good cry. This is an incredibly hard road to have to travel, you may only need the one more IUI, it's happened once, it could happen again.

[Sarah_84 Admin]

Thanks, I know you're right. I'm really praying that this next one works, I still feel pretty low but I know I'll get through it. I'm just trying to keep myself really busy and trying not to think about it too much. Wishing you the best of luck for your test tomorrow. Praying for a BFP! xoxoxo